FOC.

looking through the pictures, there's only laughters, smiles.

=')

yes. i love winning. and hate losing.

but i dun gif a damn about losing as long as i've tried my best, enjoyed, make laughter, make the best value out of losing... 'losing' dosen't really matters to me.

hmmm.

making the best value out of everything.

tuesday lesson. AMMP.

teacher show us "flying blind".

one aeroplane take off with malfunction speed meeter and altitude meter.

follow by 8 malfunction alarms tat goes off one by one. with 2 contradictory alarm.

crashed. 70 dead.

tkd.

teach freshies. basic command and position.

sir jason guo really gd with freshies...

me is sibeh jialat la.

think i very fierce. but, must instill discipline mah. training is training.

anyway learn quite a few things.

did not train for 3 training le? and it feel like 3 months? nb. i is sibeh sibeh rusty.

went home shag. sleep~

set 2 alarm liao leh. but still late 30mins. but did not really feel sleepy cos drink coffee.

to all tkd members, perhaps u all can try drinking coffee before going to sch. may not be tat jialat. at least for me.

maths lecture... really want to pon one. not bad la. late 3x mins. go to class... wa. the atmosphere is jitao SLACK. talk de talk. play de play. see newspaper de newspaper. sleep de sleep.

ok la. find ch dy. one corner sit down listen. den turn around. see zi xin reading story book. "wa sey, u oso slack ah?" lol. she reply "u block my view." wa. shit. sibeh guilty. i really dunno sia. i tot i find one corner slack can liao. hais... why suffer in silent ne. next time just 'OI! SIAM LA! I CANT SEE!" me la! really guilty la...

den listen listen. ch take out psp play. den see him play.

lecturer called for class attention. wa. he call a few times before the class turn down volume. is onli TURN DOWN VOLUME. still like FUCK CARE his EXISTENCE. his face is sibeh sibeh kim sim sibeh sibeh pek cey sia. too much la us. hais. me of course guai guai listen. i was listening. not really hard la. maths. majiam play game like tat. sympathise la. hais...

den after lesson nid to find him for formula book. he is really really passionate and helpful for his student.

feel bad.

hais~

saving up.

just feel like saving up. no more $1 drink.

water bottle.

TIRED.

busy.

dont question my conscience.

躲起来

欣赏吧。

流过泪的眼睛。

含不住的泪也杆了。

欣赏自己的悲哀，

自己的落魄，

控制不住的也笑了。

半哭半笑。

疯了。

人潮容不下我。

四处明亮。

真得很想找一个地方躲起来。

找不着。

路，不停的走。

在多一些时间。

该放弃的人是我吗？

Day to end.

probably be skipping tmr maths lecture.

me there me not there no diff. dozing off in and out. having hard time lifting my eyelid. shag!

go help out cca drive bah.

its 1yr i have been in SPTKDC. 16/04/2008. if not wrong. was the date i entered SPTKDC.

reminiscence.

today not well.

feel pain. ONLI.

and today, my nervous system is especially sensitive and acute to pain. nb! pain amplified. twist one time. left arm pain. left ankle, chiong traffic light today, give way. fuck. hopping half my way across the road. cb. old injury.

den my organs inside me... intestine, stomach and whatever inside... is like swinging, dangling with my every movement. feel like puking them out.

did not sparred. even though did brought my guards along. the itch totally subdued. not emo-ing. just. feel. blank. and. pain.

there's quite a hand full of glimpses of proness and potential for the sparring matches. me really falling behind.

我是懒惰虫。=.=

the girl i saw ytd...

is just crush la.

even i want get her number...

i will say

"hello. whats your name? i'm having a crush on you. can i have your number?"

whats the chances of me getting? lol?

and whats the chances i will see her again.

boring~

只是在那时刻欣赏着“发花痴”的感觉。

偶然。

一时在欣赏着失望和心寒，一时又在欣赏“发花痴”。

别人认真我却很轻松。

别人轻松我却很认真。

很。

小丑。

Long time again. Yellow girl.

awww~ lol.

saw her. saw her again. saw her again. 3 times! different places! where got so coincidence!!! =D

was looking at her direction. den she turn.

pause.

"shit! 我被电到了！chio!"

siam.

LONG LONG TIME NV FEEL THIS FEELING LE!

LOL!

CRUSH!

YES.

blush~

heartbeats~

got chance, get name. get contact.

=D

LOL!

1 litre of tears

ONE LITRE OF TEARS.

GO WATCH IT.

http://www.mysoju.com/1-litre-of-tears/

Erika Sawajiri is really an eye candy!

Description:

This beautifully moving drama is based on the real-life struggles of a 15-year-old girl named Aya who suffered from an incurable disease, but lived life to the fullest until her death at 25. The script is based on the diary Aya kept writing until she could no longer hold a pen. The book that later followed entitled “One Litre of Tears" has sold over 1.1 million copies in Japan alone.

tired.

spared me of those meeting.

每一次都那么的心寒。

都说了。

最怕看错人。

继续还是放弃。

爱一个人。

爱一个东西。

是需要痛苦的吗？