some recent happenings.
forget wat day... lift spoilt have to walk down. lol. TWENTY FLOORS!!! LATE! =.= school start till now havent catch dy train yet. ya. i sux. smsed him say cant catch his train, he replied "jump down"!
recent one. ytd.
dy ch jac all go register for driving theory test. dunno why take sia. later from vroom vromm... to ekkkkkkkk to ping bong piang to yee orh yee orh to di. di. diiiiiii... to dong dong chiang. lame ah me.
i keep saying they langah langah. go 煮咖哩鸡. go songka. hahas. jkjk la... try to dissuade them not to go driving. hahas. especially ch ah. i know u very guai one. but u guai orh... pple bad oso still langah u wat. 死的很"无辜" leh. lol.
went marina square liang seng buy plank. lucky met guo shu. guo shu suay met me. guilty sia. family reunion met me she help me take planks to mrt station. hais. MY GOOD CAPTAIN!!! THANK YOU!
mrt back home from sch. there was a bangala. smelly. ok ok. dun say me evil. how about pungent? =.= he was standing by my side after he board the train. smelly. so i take a step away from him. he fucker one. take one step near me again. den i look at him. and move a step away again. and he ATTEMPT to take a step NEAR me again. i look at wif a piss off look, implying "YOU ARE SO FUCKING SMELLY! FUCK OFF!" wif my head tilting away from him. show him CLEARLY. put my arm out. wondered if i shud pinch my nose... he still look at me. and still want to attempt to take a space near me. CB! still glance and try to break a smile. u think i peaceful ah? look at me! i so piss off la. let me see your clean white tooth for wat. YOU ARE SMELLY! u cb. still think i being funny.
RETARDED. u dunno u stink arh! fuck! INCONSIDERATE. dun bath in expired oil le den enter a public train leh. STINK U KNOW?
today.
ytd chat msn. talk about dream ah. talk about sleep. lol. make me lai chuang. ring 8am. wake up still remember wat i've said. but, hugging on my pillow. SUA LA. lie a bit more. wake up 8.35. lol. LATE.
enter the train. little india. aiya, very common, dun say i pick on them. is i suay. smell. stink. enter the train... not seat sian. den walk in a bit. want to walk away from little india asap. den! just nice. saw a seat! erm. is... saw their seat. little india de seat. one poor sad seat in between those bangala. OMG. I WANT! I WANT REVENGE. KS KS KS!!! lols. take 2 big and fast step. saw a bangala palm at the side the seat. HECK CARE. I WANT SIT! I GOTTA SAVE THE SEAT! TATA~ BLAH! SO SATISFIED. I KSED. I GOT SAVE THE SEAT AWAY FROM WHOLE BUNCH OF BANGALA ASS! LOL! SHIOK~
hais. but oso sympathise them la. those cheena. those bangala. those foreigner. come singapore to work first time. 满怀信望。却落得一场空。wear suit. wear formal. wear clean polish shoe. but is actually come here do labour. hais.
reach sch.
4 hours lecture. bored ah. especially phsyics lecture. as usual la. but add in one new thing now. heavy indian accent. monotonous voice. new thing dun understand. sit towards the back of lecture theatre. he use one stupid small whiteboard to try to explain to a whole lecture hall full of students. cmi la. must depend on my tutor le...
sch end. den they play soccer. i dun want play de. ch ask me play nia. i lose touch of all types of those "big" ball game... those soccer basketball... siam ball now. me is onli tkd tkd tkd. lol.
play one game. whole body pain. kick the ball. instep pain. toes pain. ball hit my hand. hit my body. wa. buay tahan la. WHOLE BODY PAIN AH!!! rest ah. cannot play. my body for tkd onli. think i old le. body old le.
starting to like coffees like those lecturer. lunch can order coffee drink.
went grand link mall, me and dy accompany ch go find his IC. lol. he tot lost. he think one whole night. cant slp one whole night. to trace. den he think is at grand link mall. lucky he found back.
recently keep taunting ch. ah bo he keep saying he 18 le. can always show IC. lol. IC lost. go buy 4D. show passport, "eh.. XIAO DI DI! wat u want. SHOW PASSPORT, GO WOODLAND CUSTOM LA! WRONG PLACE" HAHA! den if he go take driving test "eh... U THINK HERE WOODLAND AH?" hahas.
found back le, happy. ch bring us go eat dou hua. quite nice. geylang really a lot of nice thing.... eh hem. lol. best is ch treat! lol.
home
as time pass, my goals, my balance start to change. always seeing, noticing new things. finding back the feeling i once have. 找到了，放手了，不见了，又寻回了，找回了，又放手... cycle has been going on le. evolving. changing.
看轻。看开。
just enjoy.
jialat. havent get my 20 ping pongs! dun wish to get those branded one leh. waste leh. imagine using nittaku, butterfly, donic, double fish de ping pong ball play telematch game! diao leh! one ball easily 60c! NO MONEY AH! me oso once play table tennis de leh. those ping pong balls... got feeling one leh.
so fated huh. me have to buy 20 ping pong balls....
lol. thinking the sound of the ping pong ball now...
Thursday, April 30, 2009
Sunday, April 26, 2009
My Family Movie
SUNDAY!
hahas. went to watch INTERNATIONAL at century square and walk around tampinese 1 with my father and mother.
have been mths since i went out wif my family.
妈妈争吵着要看电影啦。international. not bad la. would say its a good movie.
walk around tampinese 1. me walk wif father. mother solo. lol. WOMEN.
YAKU... drank one kopi... before go watch movie.
have been years, i really mean it, YEARS! since me father mother go watch movie tgt.
last movie we watch tgt? jurassic park? how long was that? LOL?
my father... hahas. dunno got rule say cannot bring outside food into the cinema.
my mother... say got rule say cannot bring outside food into the cinema cos crunch crunch and dirty cinema. lol.
see! how long nv go cinema le... hahas.
me teach them liao. MUST SMUGGLE ONE!!! go buy go buy. hahas.
den before movie start. go bomb. haha. guys de toilet majiam warfare like tat. got shooting range and bombing. lol.
mother father went in first.
after bomb le i went in myself.
mum said
"长大了啊。你小时候，以前看戏看一半，大便小便爸爸都要牵着你的手去厕所...你还记得吗？"
haha.
记得。
听了，还觉得有几丝的温暖呢...
love my family.
hahas. went to watch INTERNATIONAL at century square and walk around tampinese 1 with my father and mother.
have been mths since i went out wif my family.
妈妈争吵着要看电影啦。international. not bad la. would say its a good movie.
walk around tampinese 1. me walk wif father. mother solo. lol. WOMEN.
YAKU... drank one kopi... before go watch movie.
have been years, i really mean it, YEARS! since me father mother go watch movie tgt.
last movie we watch tgt? jurassic park? how long was that? LOL?
my father... hahas. dunno got rule say cannot bring outside food into the cinema.
my mother... say got rule say cannot bring outside food into the cinema cos crunch crunch and dirty cinema. lol.
see! how long nv go cinema le... hahas.
me teach them liao. MUST SMUGGLE ONE!!! go buy go buy. hahas.
den before movie start. go bomb. haha. guys de toilet majiam warfare like tat. got shooting range and bombing. lol.
mother father went in first.
after bomb le i went in myself.
mum said
"长大了啊。你小时候，以前看戏看一半，大便小便爸爸都要牵着你的手去厕所...你还记得吗？"
haha.
记得。
听了，还觉得有几丝的温暖呢...
love my family.
Saturday, April 25, 2009
Monday, April 20, 2009
First Day. Second year.
first day of school.
year 2 le.
2 years. left 2 years to study. after NS come out work le.
no more pon.
no more late.
lol.
mrt... as usual la. squeeze. but at aljunied become little india. so many bangala. the train compartment smelled like expired oil. enough liaos.
first lesson oso indian teacher. think she quite attentive to students need la. no problem with the accent.
2nd lesson at lecture theatre. first time in my education i step into lecture theatre for lecture.
physics lecturer most jialat. indian teacher. heavy indian accent combo monotonous voice. suprise combination for LULLABY! SLEEP~
spring cleaning clubhouse. cos minister coming. throw away ALOT of thing. lol. saw a lot of cockroach pieces.
home.
year 2 le.
2 years. left 2 years to study. after NS come out work le.
no more pon.
no more late.
lol.
mrt... as usual la. squeeze. but at aljunied become little india. so many bangala. the train compartment smelled like expired oil. enough liaos.
first lesson oso indian teacher. think she quite attentive to students need la. no problem with the accent.
2nd lesson at lecture theatre. first time in my education i step into lecture theatre for lecture.
physics lecturer most jialat. indian teacher. heavy indian accent combo monotonous voice. suprise combination for LULLABY! SLEEP~
spring cleaning clubhouse. cos minister coming. throw away ALOT of thing. lol. saw a lot of cockroach pieces.
home.
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY, LIM CHUN HOW.
SLEEPY~
eye bags.
kinda a habit to blog/journal in midnight. end of day. sleeping le. making a fullstop for my day.
MONDAY, celebrated LIM CHUN HOW birthday.
went for sakae buffet. went K BOX. actually want go lorong 11 bak ku teh one. lols.
met at paya lebar to wait for our shou xing gong. happen to take the same mrt wif dy and jac. say coincidence oso not la. i aga count and estimate the time one. i was at the back of the mrt. they in front.
sakae... have to wait until zhun zhun 3pm den can seat us in for buffet. diaos. so hungry la... den 3pm le, walk in again. den still ask us izzit 3pm... and still check watch. =.= dy zai! salute you! exclaim in a matter of fact tone. "3PM LIAO LA!"
EAT AH! eat until tofu chao suan liaos. change. said "toufu is chao suan" to waitress. hahas. talk talk... chit chat.
3 of them officially M18. left me~ talk about taking driving license. class 2... blah blah~ class 3... blah blah~ lol. cut short ah. sleepy nia. they taking theory test for motocycle. dy cannot drive motor. onli car.
seems to be a trend to take up driving class and going for driving license test at 18.
me leh... kinda not very interested in driving and of course not interested in taking the test. find it.... a chore. although i like to have a aston martin. chio! chore: nid to drive. nid to navigate. nid to take care of speed meters. nid to take test. nid to study for test. nid to know road laws. nid to know road symbols...... on and on. CHORE LA.
motor wise, my parents oso quite objective. diaos... they oso drive motor before nia... dun let me drive. i dun mind a scooter. lols.
me feel very out sia. if 3 of them have motor le. they drive to school. den left me emo take and squeeze mrt every morning. sibeh de emo. best is dy get a car.
motor is dangerous la. so small. very prone to accident. car "eh lak" u, can onli siam. sometimes tio those not serious crashes liao, not hurt, but oncoming car come and run over... gg. dun go drive motor la. i dun wish to see you all die so young. hais.
LOL!
K BOX.
i dunno how to sing one. me is monotone one. lol. sing from 8pm-3am. nv sing finish too. lol. go there have fun. kinda, find singing nid emotion one. den... sing with emotions like very weak, like ah kua. dunno the emotion. very fake la. feel very awkward. certain songs can onli listen. cannot sing one. funny funny la. i dun like singing. quote dy, "i have no weakness". too much emotions, very weak.
at one part, the room next to our's occupied by cheena pple. wa. monotone la them. sibeh jialat one leh. when they biao... is nbcb! YAO GUAI! so irritated by them. wanted go QU XIE ah!!! every time they biao, my back full of creeps. shout back scream back. so bad~
to those;
shud come nv come. GOT FLOWER NO BROTHER one! EXCUSES. PUIS!!!!
must jio girl one(yes! talking about you CSL! i jio u dun want. no more next time liaos.) arbo, some duet songs very funny. act girl voice act until cannot turn back.
MAC.
went mac eat and camp and sleep. lol. each of us occupied one bench to lie and rest.
waiting for first train. tok cok a bit la. about school reopening soon le. next post about it.
CH's PRESENT.
hahas. erm. me feel bad a bit. but! 99.99% laughter. lol!
SEX TOY! was a masturbator for him. aka "artificial pussy".
NOT MY IDEA. LDY's IDEA! PLACE OSO HE FIND ONE. LOL. blame game. dots.
dy present wrapping orh... is.... ........... one magazine page paper+rubber band. lol.
hahas. ch dunno sia. take the present walk whole suntec+mrt stations. lol.
ask him bring home unwrapped de. he is disobedient one lo. at mac peeping unwrapped liaos. pandora box la. spoilt de fun.
so funny. first thing he think of his. wat the... den BRAINSTORMING where to HIDE his PRESENT LE. LOL. very adacious too. play with it in public somemore.
thought of predicting his reaction.
first word="wtf!!!"
face = horny and amh chio smile + cant believe it. palm on head.
msn, find us 问罪. lol...
quote.
"can use without lubricant?" no. "lol, save money ah, ask ch use cooking oil! NO LA. CANNOT. LATER GOT FIRE!" LOL!!!!
one whole FUN+tiring day out really lift my mood a lot.
nb. sunday. so lost. so many doubts. sleep with so many question marks.
one day. IS POK LIAO~ although everything is affordable and relatively cheap.
eye bags.
kinda a habit to blog/journal in midnight. end of day. sleeping le. making a fullstop for my day.
MONDAY, celebrated LIM CHUN HOW birthday.
went for sakae buffet. went K BOX. actually want go lorong 11 bak ku teh one. lols.
met at paya lebar to wait for our shou xing gong. happen to take the same mrt wif dy and jac. say coincidence oso not la. i aga count and estimate the time one. i was at the back of the mrt. they in front.
sakae... have to wait until zhun zhun 3pm den can seat us in for buffet. diaos. so hungry la... den 3pm le, walk in again. den still ask us izzit 3pm... and still check watch. =.= dy zai! salute you! exclaim in a matter of fact tone. "3PM LIAO LA!"
EAT AH! eat until tofu chao suan liaos. change. said "toufu is chao suan" to waitress. hahas. talk talk... chit chat.
3 of them officially M18. left me~ talk about taking driving license. class 2... blah blah~ class 3... blah blah~ lol. cut short ah. sleepy nia. they taking theory test for motocycle. dy cannot drive motor. onli car.
seems to be a trend to take up driving class and going for driving license test at 18.
me leh... kinda not very interested in driving and of course not interested in taking the test. find it.... a chore. although i like to have a aston martin. chio! chore: nid to drive. nid to navigate. nid to take care of speed meters. nid to take test. nid to study for test. nid to know road laws. nid to know road symbols...... on and on. CHORE LA.
motor wise, my parents oso quite objective. diaos... they oso drive motor before nia... dun let me drive. i dun mind a scooter. lols.
me feel very out sia. if 3 of them have motor le. they drive to school. den left me emo take and squeeze mrt every morning. sibeh de emo. best is dy get a car.
motor is dangerous la. so small. very prone to accident. car "eh lak" u, can onli siam. sometimes tio those not serious crashes liao, not hurt, but oncoming car come and run over... gg. dun go drive motor la. i dun wish to see you all die so young. hais.
LOL!
K BOX.
i dunno how to sing one. me is monotone one. lol. sing from 8pm-3am. nv sing finish too. lol. go there have fun. kinda, find singing nid emotion one. den... sing with emotions like very weak, like ah kua. dunno the emotion. very fake la. feel very awkward. certain songs can onli listen. cannot sing one. funny funny la. i dun like singing. quote dy, "i have no weakness". too much emotions, very weak.
at one part, the room next to our's occupied by cheena pple. wa. monotone la them. sibeh jialat one leh. when they biao... is nbcb! YAO GUAI! so irritated by them. wanted go QU XIE ah!!! every time they biao, my back full of creeps. shout back scream back. so bad~
to those;
shud come nv come. GOT FLOWER NO BROTHER one! EXCUSES. PUIS!!!!
must jio girl one(yes! talking about you CSL! i jio u dun want. no more next time liaos.) arbo, some duet songs very funny. act girl voice act until cannot turn back.
MAC.
went mac eat and camp and sleep. lol. each of us occupied one bench to lie and rest.
waiting for first train. tok cok a bit la. about school reopening soon le. next post about it.
CH's PRESENT.
hahas. erm. me feel bad a bit. but! 99.99% laughter. lol!
SEX TOY! was a masturbator for him. aka "artificial pussy".
NOT MY IDEA. LDY's IDEA! PLACE OSO HE FIND ONE. LOL. blame game. dots.
dy present wrapping orh... is.... ........... one magazine page paper+rubber band. lol.
hahas. ch dunno sia. take the present walk whole suntec+mrt stations. lol.
ask him bring home unwrapped de. he is disobedient one lo. at mac peeping unwrapped liaos. pandora box la. spoilt de fun.
so funny. first thing he think of his. wat the... den BRAINSTORMING where to HIDE his PRESENT LE. LOL. very adacious too. play with it in public somemore.
thought of predicting his reaction.
first word="wtf!!!"
face = horny and amh chio smile + cant believe it. palm on head.
msn, find us 问罪. lol...
quote.
"can use without lubricant?" no. "lol, save money ah, ask ch use cooking oil! NO LA. CANNOT. LATER GOT FIRE!" LOL!!!!
one whole FUN+tiring day out really lift my mood a lot.
nb. sunday. so lost. so many doubts. sleep with so many question marks.
one day. IS POK LIAO~ although everything is affordable and relatively cheap.
Friday, April 10, 2009
MY BLOG. MY WAY. LOVE IT.
hahas.
i receive quite a few... erm... "feedbacks" on the "I LOVE YOU" to enter my blog.
hahas.
*gleeful*
LOL!!!
wats wrong about just typing "i love you"? i nv ask anyone to be responsible after typing this 3 words nia... hahas.
make tat a password.
nice password.
my blog is kinda private de. =)
"lock my blog lo..." no no. lock blog must well dun blog.
unable to type i love you. dun want to type i love you. unwilling to type i love you. den pls distance yourself far far away from my blog. i'm sure i wont miss you...
must be a loving person to read my blog post.
i always got a certain believe tat by reading someone blog, u actually in some sense "care" or "try to understand" someone. i read other's blog with these 2 motivation.
so...
to those who have typed "i love you"... 字谜，心明。
to those who didnt... lols. i think they maybe miss a shakespeare in making! i think my post is as hard to understand as any literature text la hor... everyone read liaos... O.O cey~ LOL!
i receive quite a few... erm... "feedbacks" on the "I LOVE YOU" to enter my blog.
hahas.
*gleeful*
LOL!!!
wats wrong about just typing "i love you"? i nv ask anyone to be responsible after typing this 3 words nia... hahas.
make tat a password.
nice password.
my blog is kinda private de. =)
"lock my blog lo..." no no. lock blog must well dun blog.
unable to type i love you. dun want to type i love you. unwilling to type i love you. den pls distance yourself far far away from my blog. i'm sure i wont miss you...
must be a loving person to read my blog post.
i always got a certain believe tat by reading someone blog, u actually in some sense "care" or "try to understand" someone. i read other's blog with these 2 motivation.
so...
to those who have typed "i love you"... 字谜，心明。
to those who didnt... lols. i think they maybe miss a shakespeare in making! i think my post is as hard to understand as any literature text la hor... everyone read liaos... O.O cey~ LOL!
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
was surfing around pple's blog until i stumble across one interesting post. my ex-classmate.
hehe. let me play wif it. since i have nth else better to do.
his topic:
he stated;
"one of the flaws i wanna point out is the stupidity of ranking people according to their abilities like, in singapore schools, the 'better' students will go into the firstclass"
and continued;
getting into first class is no advantage, seriously you get more nerds as classmates, more competition, more stress, more [insert any other negative stuffs]
nothing wrong! hahas. to certain point tat it can be really true. *claps*
until this paragraph... make me grin.... hehe....
and more often than not, cause apparently chinese people are more dominant in studies AND population, alot of these chinese-speaking chinese would be in the first class, ostracizing the non-chinese speaking, in other words, me.
and this,
i guess im not able to keep a status quo with nerds, geeks and chinese-speaking people hey, im not being racist here, but i really think it is rude to talk in chinese, especially when a blur non-chinese-speaker is around its like them denying my existence, thus my ignorance of acknowledging them in return.
wooots~ i guess something dark and sinister must be brewing deep in his heart... extreme? nah, i shudnt go to far.
ok. let me begin by explaining why did i pick THE FOUR/ONE for my sec 2 streaming.
cos i'm indignant with the "result" generated by a COMPUTER.
i'm a very humanities-art student to begin with. my sciences was strong. but maths was weak. my sec 2 mates would know.
i As my lit geo hist art. particularly, i love history and art. i love drawing. i love seeing and understanding the world through geography. i love literature... because it was on the book "animal farm".
boasting. u may wish to skip this part.(LONG LONG POST AHEAD, read it if u have time)
speaking about art...
believe it or not. my art=90 marks. most of my class drawings= 18/20(most of it oso last minute work). and someone told me, my drawings were display to other classes too.... HEHEHE!!! nourishment to my pride. SHIOK! but! the last exam i got 75marks. cos last minute work. and the teacher didnt know wat i have draw. dunno where's the drawing le... but HAHA!!!^^
yes. got once, i got ZERO for art before. cos i fuck care it. thought it as time wasting subject. fucking useless to my education.
history! i got 80marks above for history throughout sec 1. sec 2 it dropped to 70marks. cos i start to dislike it. sec 2 history was history of singapore. majiam singapore propanganda. and in the first place how many years of history we have? 40years? and the syllabus require us to study this trivial 40yrs-happenings compared to some hundred years or even thousands of some other countries more illustrated and interesting history...
not to say, the introduction of the PEEEL format. all answers must be within this structured. fuck it. everything must follow the book. BORING. AND. DEAD.
geography and history was because of the books i've read in primary school. so... more of it i got some memory le. and i got a very goood de geo teacher for sec 2 in Ms Tracy Chua. her lesson always fun one... but still got one time half the class have to go out camp corridoor. lols.
sec 1 geo teacher kns. her lesson=1) greet 2)take out notebook 3)switch on and flash OHP 4)copy everything 5) nv bring notebook stand behind class 6) greet bb. cb! 6-steps class. learn shit. i is auto step 4 one. her class... i always stand behind class play with metal board. swing the bar... hahas! BUT! exam... 65marks! ^^ eh... not high hor... but a lot failures hor...... i is got study one.
animal farm. go read it. if understand it, equals understand a certain view point of soviet politics and history.
ok. enough of boasting.
back to topic, why did i pick THE FOUR/ONE for my sec 2 streaming.
3/1: pure sciences class. oso aka TOP CLASS. first time in sch offering triple science. to me, this really speak a lot about a neighbourhood school which was onli founded 4yrs ago then.
3/2: 1pure science+1pure humanities class. kinda cham cham.
3/3: pure humanities class.
list this 3 classes onli; affect me mah.
i was prepared to go to 3/3. pure humanities! yay! but the fucking stupid cheebye fate twisting computer generated result place me in 3/2. WTH! cb!!! not the class i wanted. i'm ranked 21 in the cohort. fuck la. i dun mind being place in 3/3, cos my stronger subjects are humanities... but why 3/2 where some other 6x and/or 7x ranking student are in 3/1?
i'm quite all-rounded. i calculate my marks well. and i know how to play with it. i work hard so i can command my marks.
fucking indignant about it la!!! nb. question teacher... think is gif me crap answer. cos i nv bother to remember it. nb.
become i die die oso must go in 3/1 liaos. ya. PRIDE. nb! i cannot take it sia. 6x 7x can go, why the fuck i cant go....
purposely lo. must prove it wrong. put 3/1 first choice. i know i sure get it one. the system or even the school does not have a or any strong ground of explanationa and/or reason to reject it.
and tada~ TOP CLASS. i didnt really wanted to go into TOP CLASS. I WANTED 3/3! till now, there's some strands of "wat if" in my mind.
let me discuss about TOP CLASS.
1) actually, it just the TOP CLASS of a unknown neighbourbood school.
BIG DEAL? LOL!!! as if its top of the world entering the TOP CLASS in an unknown neighbourhood school.
normally when ask wat school u came from... "bedok green secondary school."
most probably will be greeted with... "HUH?"
so WHAT THE BIG FUCK?
BUT!
2) top class do get quite a number unseen advantage. dun want say, privileage. easy to mention "good teachers", but tats not really the case for every batch. maybe those TOP CLASS pple dunno.
3) more nerds as classmates.
wats the fuss about that? u want a class of gangsters and bullies as your classmates? u want a bully sitting beside your desk? are you out of your mind?
wats your definition of nerds? a foolish or a studious student? maybe... it just your context and way of describing pple...
4) more competition in first class?
come on la. the world turns because of competition. its part and parcel and everywhere in this world and in everyone's life.
are you complaining about it? why are you complaining about it? out of the fear of being swallowed in the strongest-fittest survived system? or a weakling and lazy bum out of fear to work harder?
another thing. i nv felt the competition in first class. perhaps its because after reflecting on my impulsive, idignant-filled decision of choosing the TOP CLASS... compete compete... when will it end... yes... i love to compete. being competitive is in my personality. but i realise... i shud compete with myself instead of others. sounds like a lazy ass excuse. perhaps... compete with myself and my goals.
YES. I DO FEEL THE HEAT AND COMPETITION BUT I'M A BLOODY SLACKER! XP hahas.
during the first few months of being in the TOP CLASS... i really regret it. i'm really a humanities student. i dun get any edge or using my strong points in pure sciences class. i was quite really on my own. cos i'm a quiet and anti-social emo. though i know half the class...
tat time my best and onli sec 1-2 buddy NG WEE YANG... is in 3/2. awww... i was... 3/2~ fuck it. fate really do make fun of pple...
i reason with myself a lot then. trying to convince myself. i am strong. the best reasoning i had... "humanities everthing i know le... go there for wat. learn something new la! challenge mah."
den convince myself to stay on. slowly get to know more even fantastic buddies... which nv fail to delights me and make me look forward to meeting them in class everyday... Oops! shud say the TOP CLASS everyday.
he state this!
and more often than not, cause apparently chinese people are more dominant in studies AND population, alot of these chinese-speaking chinese would be in the first class, ostracizing the non-chinese speaking, in other words, me.
1) chinese people are more dominant in studies. WOW! racial harmony! saying us clever... praising us. thank you! ^^
a chinese is already a pple le. why say chinese pple ne? =.=
chinese is the majority in the population. NOT DOMINANT IN POPULATION. halo, u from mass communication leh... wat u saying sia. seditious leh~
nvm if its a mindless mistake. anyway, the population of chinese is dropping. cos we are marrying later and not giving birth too... lols.
2) chinese-speaking chineses are in the first class because they work hard. btw... singapore education system is primarily about onli working hard.
any nationality, races speaking any other languages will be in the first class if they work hard too.
NOT because chinese-speaking chinese are the DOMINANT IN POPULATION. and neither because chinese-speaking chinese are the majority in population. perhaps maybe... cos statistic mah. got learn maths mah... in the event of a higher number=higher possibility...
3) "ostracizing the non-chinese speaking, in other words, me."
got ostracize you meh? i believe got pple in our class more loner than u, u know? lol. mean.
and u scare pple ostracize u... u scare being alone... go make friends with others lo.
4) why do u think the national anthem is in malay? why do you think the national flag got crescent and stars? its not mere coincidence. and i remember malays get free education till at least secondary?
he said
"i guess im not able to keep a status quo with nerds, geeks and chinese-speaking people hey, im not being racist here, but i really think it is rude to talk in chinese, especially when a blur non-chinese-speaker is around its like them denying my existence, thus my ignorance of acknowledging them in return."
wow. chim.
1) yes. u not racist. but i think u are narrow-minded and possibly, threading on a thin line not being a racist.
i really think is you got a problem of feeling inferior den u think it is rude to talk in chinese. if u speak to a chinese, and want to be understand, you will speak english. if a chinese wants you to understand, naturally the chinese will speak back in english. if a conversation is in chinese, it onli meant, "ITS NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS".
if you want to know the conversation, ask any of the chinese speaking classmates, i'm sure they will gladly tell u.
quit being narrowminded. saying others rude. when you aren't being polite in the first place. who do you think you are?
2) "them denying my existence, thus my ignorance of acknowledging them in return."
your words might be too strong. who deny your existence? or you are just feeling it? you really have a need for pple to notice you so that you can be satisfied? but you dun seems to be a attention seeker... perhaps u can try acting like one. imagine... mr sarbene. LOL.
"so yeah, one thing i hate about being in the first class is not being able to communicate well with my classmates, thus not making good friends with them, this had occured to me not only once...fag. and alot of my good friends were from the other classes...heck, i remembered the times when i escaped from my class to go to other classes."
did you include this statement in your testimonial when teacher request us to write a testimonial for them to have a idea wat to write? must be not. wat does it say about you? =X
THIS WORLD IS FULL OF FLAWS.
tats why... earth is spinning.
nothing is perfect. in some words, flaws are making things pefect.
while pple lived in a world of flaws and unfairness, pple work towards perfectness and fairness. and while they work towards perfect and fairness, they will encounter sweetness and sorrow, laughters and tears, friends and enemies, aids and obstacles, fun and pain.
all these makes a person grows up, all these make life worth a living, even though most pple died without achieving perfection and fairness... this world is perfect for having flaws. this world is fair for being unfair, for it is onli fair to have a life worth living.
u see! i spend 3 hr typing this out. thank you for reading.
hehe. let me play wif it. since i have nth else better to do.
his topic:
this world is full of flaws
he stated;
"one of the flaws i wanna point out is the stupidity of ranking people according to their abilities like, in singapore schools, the 'better' students will go into the firstclass"
and continued;
getting into first class is no advantage, seriously you get more nerds as classmates, more competition, more stress, more [insert any other negative stuffs]
nothing wrong! hahas. to certain point tat it can be really true. *claps*
until this paragraph... make me grin.... hehe....
and more often than not, cause apparently chinese people are more dominant in studies AND population, alot of these chinese-speaking chinese would be in the first class, ostracizing the non-chinese speaking, in other words, me.
and this,
i guess im not able to keep a status quo with nerds, geeks and chinese-speaking people hey, im not being racist here, but i really think it is rude to talk in chinese, especially when a blur non-chinese-speaker is around its like them denying my existence, thus my ignorance of acknowledging them in return.
wooots~ i guess something dark and sinister must be brewing deep in his heart... extreme? nah, i shudnt go to far.
ok. let me begin by explaining why did i pick THE FOUR/ONE for my sec 2 streaming.
cos i'm indignant with the "result" generated by a COMPUTER.
i'm a very humanities-art student to begin with. my sciences was strong. but maths was weak. my sec 2 mates would know.
i As my lit geo hist art. particularly, i love history and art. i love drawing. i love seeing and understanding the world through geography. i love literature... because it was on the book "animal farm".
boasting. u may wish to skip this part.(LONG LONG POST AHEAD, read it if u have time)
speaking about art...
believe it or not. my art=90 marks. most of my class drawings= 18/20(most of it oso last minute work). and someone told me, my drawings were display to other classes too.... HEHEHE!!! nourishment to my pride. SHIOK! but! the last exam i got 75marks. cos last minute work. and the teacher didnt know wat i have draw. dunno where's the drawing le... but HAHA!!!^^
yes. got once, i got ZERO for art before. cos i fuck care it. thought it as time wasting subject. fucking useless to my education.
history! i got 80marks above for history throughout sec 1. sec 2 it dropped to 70marks. cos i start to dislike it. sec 2 history was history of singapore. majiam singapore propanganda. and in the first place how many years of history we have? 40years? and the syllabus require us to study this trivial 40yrs-happenings compared to some hundred years or even thousands of some other countries more illustrated and interesting history...
not to say, the introduction of the PEEEL format. all answers must be within this structured. fuck it. everything must follow the book. BORING. AND. DEAD.
geography and history was because of the books i've read in primary school. so... more of it i got some memory le. and i got a very goood de geo teacher for sec 2 in Ms Tracy Chua. her lesson always fun one... but still got one time half the class have to go out camp corridoor. lols.
sec 1 geo teacher kns. her lesson=1) greet 2)take out notebook 3)switch on and flash OHP 4)copy everything 5) nv bring notebook stand behind class 6) greet bb. cb! 6-steps class. learn shit. i is auto step 4 one. her class... i always stand behind class play with metal board. swing the bar... hahas! BUT! exam... 65marks! ^^ eh... not high hor... but a lot failures hor...... i is got study one.
animal farm. go read it. if understand it, equals understand a certain view point of soviet politics and history.
ok. enough of boasting.
back to topic, why did i pick THE FOUR/ONE for my sec 2 streaming.
3/1: pure sciences class. oso aka TOP CLASS. first time in sch offering triple science. to me, this really speak a lot about a neighbourhood school which was onli founded 4yrs ago then.
3/2: 1pure science+1pure humanities class. kinda cham cham.
3/3: pure humanities class.
list this 3 classes onli; affect me mah.
i was prepared to go to 3/3. pure humanities! yay! but the fucking stupid cheebye fate twisting computer generated result place me in 3/2. WTH! cb!!! not the class i wanted. i'm ranked 21 in the cohort. fuck la. i dun mind being place in 3/3, cos my stronger subjects are humanities... but why 3/2 where some other 6x and/or 7x ranking student are in 3/1?
i'm quite all-rounded. i calculate my marks well. and i know how to play with it. i work hard so i can command my marks.
fucking indignant about it la!!! nb. question teacher... think is gif me crap answer. cos i nv bother to remember it. nb.
become i die die oso must go in 3/1 liaos. ya. PRIDE. nb! i cannot take it sia. 6x 7x can go, why the fuck i cant go....
purposely lo. must prove it wrong. put 3/1 first choice. i know i sure get it one. the system or even the school does not have a or any strong ground of explanationa and/or reason to reject it.
and tada~ TOP CLASS. i didnt really wanted to go into TOP CLASS. I WANTED 3/3! till now, there's some strands of "wat if" in my mind.
let me discuss about TOP CLASS.
1) actually, it just the TOP CLASS of a unknown neighbourbood school.
BIG DEAL? LOL!!! as if its top of the world entering the TOP CLASS in an unknown neighbourhood school.
normally when ask wat school u came from... "bedok green secondary school."
most probably will be greeted with... "HUH?"
so WHAT THE BIG FUCK?
BUT!
2) top class do get quite a number unseen advantage. dun want say, privileage. easy to mention "good teachers", but tats not really the case for every batch. maybe those TOP CLASS pple dunno.
3) more nerds as classmates.
wats the fuss about that? u want a class of gangsters and bullies as your classmates? u want a bully sitting beside your desk? are you out of your mind?
wats your definition of nerds? a foolish or a studious student? maybe... it just your context and way of describing pple...
4) more competition in first class?
come on la. the world turns because of competition. its part and parcel and everywhere in this world and in everyone's life.
are you complaining about it? why are you complaining about it? out of the fear of being swallowed in the strongest-fittest survived system? or a weakling and lazy bum out of fear to work harder?
another thing. i nv felt the competition in first class. perhaps its because after reflecting on my impulsive, idignant-filled decision of choosing the TOP CLASS... compete compete... when will it end... yes... i love to compete. being competitive is in my personality. but i realise... i shud compete with myself instead of others. sounds like a lazy ass excuse. perhaps... compete with myself and my goals.
YES. I DO FEEL THE HEAT AND COMPETITION BUT I'M A BLOODY SLACKER! XP hahas.
during the first few months of being in the TOP CLASS... i really regret it. i'm really a humanities student. i dun get any edge or using my strong points in pure sciences class. i was quite really on my own. cos i'm a quiet and anti-social emo. though i know half the class...
tat time my best and onli sec 1-2 buddy NG WEE YANG... is in 3/2. awww... i was... 3/2~ fuck it. fate really do make fun of pple...
i reason with myself a lot then. trying to convince myself. i am strong. the best reasoning i had... "humanities everthing i know le... go there for wat. learn something new la! challenge mah."
den convince myself to stay on. slowly get to know more even fantastic buddies... which nv fail to delights me and make me look forward to meeting them in class everyday... Oops! shud say the TOP CLASS everyday.
he state this!
and more often than not, cause apparently chinese people are more dominant in studies AND population, alot of these chinese-speaking chinese would be in the first class, ostracizing the non-chinese speaking, in other words, me.
1) chinese people are more dominant in studies. WOW! racial harmony! saying us clever... praising us. thank you! ^^
a chinese is already a pple le. why say chinese pple ne? =.=
chinese is the majority in the population. NOT DOMINANT IN POPULATION. halo, u from mass communication leh... wat u saying sia. seditious leh~
nvm if its a mindless mistake. anyway, the population of chinese is dropping. cos we are marrying later and not giving birth too... lols.
2) chinese-speaking chineses are in the first class because they work hard. btw... singapore education system is primarily about onli working hard.
any nationality, races speaking any other languages will be in the first class if they work hard too.
NOT because chinese-speaking chinese are the DOMINANT IN POPULATION. and neither because chinese-speaking chinese are the majority in population. perhaps maybe... cos statistic mah. got learn maths mah... in the event of a higher number=higher possibility...
3) "ostracizing the non-chinese speaking, in other words, me."
got ostracize you meh? i believe got pple in our class more loner than u, u know? lol. mean.
and u scare pple ostracize u... u scare being alone... go make friends with others lo.
4) why do u think the national anthem is in malay? why do you think the national flag got crescent and stars? its not mere coincidence. and i remember malays get free education till at least secondary?
he said
"i guess im not able to keep a status quo with nerds, geeks and chinese-speaking people hey, im not being racist here, but i really think it is rude to talk in chinese, especially when a blur non-chinese-speaker is around its like them denying my existence, thus my ignorance of acknowledging them in return."
wow. chim.
1) yes. u not racist. but i think u are narrow-minded and possibly, threading on a thin line not being a racist.
i really think is you got a problem of feeling inferior den u think it is rude to talk in chinese. if u speak to a chinese, and want to be understand, you will speak english. if a chinese wants you to understand, naturally the chinese will speak back in english. if a conversation is in chinese, it onli meant, "ITS NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS".
if you want to know the conversation, ask any of the chinese speaking classmates, i'm sure they will gladly tell u.
quit being narrowminded. saying others rude. when you aren't being polite in the first place. who do you think you are?
2) "them denying my existence, thus my ignorance of acknowledging them in return."
your words might be too strong. who deny your existence? or you are just feeling it? you really have a need for pple to notice you so that you can be satisfied? but you dun seems to be a attention seeker... perhaps u can try acting like one. imagine... mr sarbene. LOL.
"so yeah, one thing i hate about being in the first class is not being able to communicate well with my classmates, thus not making good friends with them, this had occured to me not only once...fag. and alot of my good friends were from the other classes...heck, i remembered the times when i escaped from my class to go to other classes."
did you include this statement in your testimonial when teacher request us to write a testimonial for them to have a idea wat to write? must be not. wat does it say about you? =X
THIS WORLD IS FULL OF FLAWS.
tats why... earth is spinning.
nothing is perfect. in some words, flaws are making things pefect.
while pple lived in a world of flaws and unfairness, pple work towards perfectness and fairness. and while they work towards perfect and fairness, they will encounter sweetness and sorrow, laughters and tears, friends and enemies, aids and obstacles, fun and pain.
all these makes a person grows up, all these make life worth a living, even though most pple died without achieving perfection and fairness... this world is perfect for having flaws. this world is fair for being unfair, for it is onli fair to have a life worth living.
u see! i spend 3 hr typing this out. thank you for reading.
Saturday, April 4, 2009
UPGRADE LIAOS?
^^
change the skin le. finalising it.
blogging from malaysia. hmmm... blogging on my uncle's com. helped them "upgrade" le. lols.
IS SIA LA DE LA!!!
blogging on a 23inch LCD desktop. woots~ no bad huh. from no computer to got a company 2nd hand computer, to got some internet. now a 23inch 3gb ram pc, complete with some nice big speakers. once upgrade, is really leapfrog all the way.
SUPPOSE TO BE:
1)malaysia=butt pain from the hours of boring ride.
i really hate this part here. somemore i got LONG legs. *ch will say "chop your leg la". he cb one.
2)malaysia=no internet connection.
3)malaysia=BORED!
i dun have lots of nice, interesting cousins. those who can click and/or have the same topic with me are in KL. not melaka.
now at least got internet. can msn. but the pples i want chat wif not online. the downloading speed is... snail.
the pc initially cannot download anything. cos the security under internet option for downloads, all disabled. weird sia. why a new computer has all these options "disabled". crapped.
at first, dunno wat to do. cannot download ah. nvm... go youtube watch. youtube: no flashplayer combo-ed with disabled javascript. wtf. =.= my uncle and uncle's wife... erm... dun want to disappoint them. *PLUS* abit i must lived up to that "singapore is better in IT"! malaysia is so lagging behind! i look down on malaysia internet technologies.
i seriously is a computer noob. nb la. where got a computer come with so many deficiency. tsk! all the computers i use before everything when plug properly can surf internet and download thing liaos... slowly figure it out lo. "minghao. done? can use le mah?" wah... pressure sia. search here search there.
too bad... they met minghao! who got the potential to be the next bill gate... he save the day. ^^ jkjk la. lols.
tmr got to go qing ming.
change the skin le. finalising it.
blogging from malaysia. hmmm... blogging on my uncle's com. helped them "upgrade" le. lols.
IS SIA LA DE LA!!!
blogging on a 23inch LCD desktop. woots~ no bad huh. from no computer to got a company 2nd hand computer, to got some internet. now a 23inch 3gb ram pc, complete with some nice big speakers. once upgrade, is really leapfrog all the way.
SUPPOSE TO BE:
1)malaysia=butt pain from the hours of boring ride.
i really hate this part here. somemore i got LONG legs. *ch will say "chop your leg la". he cb one.
2)malaysia=no internet connection.
3)malaysia=BORED!
i dun have lots of nice, interesting cousins. those who can click and/or have the same topic with me are in KL. not melaka.
now at least got internet. can msn. but the pples i want chat wif not online. the downloading speed is... snail.
the pc initially cannot download anything. cos the security under internet option for downloads, all disabled. weird sia. why a new computer has all these options "disabled". crapped.
at first, dunno wat to do. cannot download ah. nvm... go youtube watch. youtube: no flashplayer combo-ed with disabled javascript. wtf. =.= my uncle and uncle's wife... erm... dun want to disappoint them. *PLUS* abit i must lived up to that "singapore is better in IT"! malaysia is so lagging behind! i look down on malaysia internet technologies.
i seriously is a computer noob. nb la. where got a computer come with so many deficiency. tsk! all the computers i use before everything when plug properly can surf internet and download thing liaos... slowly figure it out lo. "minghao. done? can use le mah?" wah... pressure sia. search here search there.
too bad... they met minghao! who got the potential to be the next bill gate... he save the day. ^^ jkjk la. lols.
tmr got to go qing ming.
Friday, April 3, 2009
TESTING!!!
HAHAS!
finally change my blogskin.
take quite a long time.
the codes very hard to play with.
had a fun time though.
finally change my blogskin.
take quite a long time.
the codes very hard to play with.
had a fun time though.
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