Monday, February 23, 2009

勇。

壮。

我不会输。

Thursday, February 19, 2009

TMD!!!

scare me!

today maths paper...

2 down.

1 more to go.

and 2 bouts to a medal!!!

50% of whole overall module paper. scary right? somemore is credit 8 de!!! KNS!

the past year paper tat all i do... wa... CMI CMI CMI SIA!!!

can onli secure 50marks. 50marks equal onli 25%. 25% gone! shit la.

somemore is maths paper. cant crap my way out.

maths, not my strongest subject since primary 1.

but i like maths. go engineering school is because i want learn maths.

maths very fun. like play game like that. must train one. got level de.

maths teach pple how to solve problem and simplify things.

all use brain one. dun use action. those president arh... bush... saddam hussein... ahmadinejad... osama... war war war.... all fucking brainless one. dunno how to solve and simplify problem using brain. use bomb onli. go learn more maths la. and all those sum seng ah beng ah seng ah lian... anyhow say fight fight... dunno how to negotiate and discuss to solve problem one... cos nv learn maths mah. DOTS~

today paper....

i work very hard for it sia!!!

ok. not say very hard. is last minute den very hard de. gear game mah.

ytd do questions, NB! all those section C the question all cannot do de!!! can onli solve 4 question out of the all papers on bb. sibeh jialat u know? 3 questions in section c. one questions 14marks. i can onli solve 4/12 questions!!! and i took more than 1hr for each!!! pathetic nia. 42 marks gone. dun nid go exam liao lo....

somemore ytd chun how MIA. is sibeh jialat de lar!!! no one can help.

set 4.30am alarm wake up do. do until i no more confidence. really feel very deep shit. maths leh!!! how can!!! my 2nd strongest module le...

while doing those past year questions and revisions, oso find that past year questions all imba de la. tmd. trying to find examples to follow for those questions... but my tutorials and revision papers dun have so imba question sia!!! FUCK!!!

算了啦。平时都不努力。因果。

尽人事,听天命吧。

make sure i catch dy train. send a message ask him wait for me. nv eat breakfast sia. cos, must find ch, he can save some skin for my ass. still frantic sia.

still remember go in train... "GG le la GG le la... sure die one. sianed" but, tat was the truth. feel so guilty......................

anxious sia. this dun do well means all Cs le... this dun do well means my mother sure become a ANTI-TKD siao liao!!! hais!!!

den ch solve here solve there... ok la. he can solve. i oso can solve. actually dunno wat he talking. but i believe i clever. hahas. so kinda make myself feel better.

den go talk and do bomb(chocolate cake) toilet. hahas. den more relax a bit.

see exam question. in poly, sch allow us 10minutes to check and look through the questions. scan through. eh......... quite manageable leh. dun have those 3 sentences question which ask u to find something from nothing to solve de.

3 sentences not means ez orh... is hard lo!

1 thing i dun like about maths. sometime, no problem, purposely ask u find something to solve. gif u nothing ask u find something. gif u everything not related one want make u link link... link dao got problem for you to do den song... crazy.

those clever pple orh, especially those teachers, student once from good schools and some ministers from around the world... maths very good de. cos... they know how to solve and simplify problem. and also know how to, from no problem make problem for themself to solve... clever pples... gif u nothing to solve and make u link link... this means suggestions and feedbacks. sibeh want to make ownself to be heard... so gif a lot of comment, suggestions and feedbacks... ridiculous plus redundant one.

HMMM.... I SAY SO MUCH. LOOK LIKE ONE OR NOT? HAHAHA!!! SAI!

erm. go back to maths exam.

do do do... eh... wtf? so ez? zhun boh? totally like revision 08/09 worksheet.

TMD! 2 hours paper. i complete 7/7 questions from section A. onli nid to choose and do 5 questions actually. cos maximum u can get is 5o marks. but do more nvm. maximum can onli get 50marks from this questions. normally is i do 5 question zhun onli. cos i always no time de.

den do section C. do do do. wa sey! got so ez mah? i pro sia!!!

den do section B, MCQ.

diaos. i guess... till now i lost 2 marks onli.

nb. make me do until so jialat. make me feel so jialat. make me wake up 4.30am to revise. come out so ez... a bit.........

TOO MUCH!

欺骗我的感情啦!!!混蛋!岂有此理!

you see. i very problematic orh?

ez oso kp. hard oso kp.

DOTS~

but sibeh song now. at least i feel i can get 90marks leh... my maths nv gif me such feeling before sia. LOL!!!

went swimming in the afternoon wif dy.

think swim around 10laps+. lost count.

operation _______ commencing.

havent decide the name yet.

wat will come will come.

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

今天很不高兴。

或许也不成是今天。

我是坏人。

若说,人生如一场戏。

我必定是戏中的坏人。

挞罗牌也是同个意思。

恶魔。指我犹如恶魔,被串串的思虑的绳锁,串串的顾虑的铁链,压着,控制。

不是迷信,而是体验。

手上那些明显突出的青脉。。。一定不象征着强壮。。。

我希望能让所有爱我的人和我爱的人高兴。

尤其,是你。

让你不高兴。。。

看着你愁眉不展,无能为力。

人,

往往明知道会受伤,却还朝着受伤的路走。

我也是如此。
看错。

观。

察。

明豪。普察。

观察者。

越仔细,陷越深。

是我的,会是我的。而永远会属于我的。

不是我的,不会是我的。而永远得不到。

会失去的,会永远失去。

柳暗花明又一春。

Sunday, February 15, 2009

finally...

IVP weigh in and registration settle le.

SP! SA! SP! SA! SP!! SP!!! TONG SA!!!

*CLAPS*

hoped every IVP players must do their best, bring medal back.

sianed.

exam coming. i want my GPA at least 3.0 when i graduate leh. hais.

com's meeting.

i'm egoistic.

teach me how to live without it.

i'm stubborn.

teach me how to live without it.

stubborn and egoistic are synonyms of ming hao.

hahas.

Friday, February 13, 2009

星期三,星期四。
我们一起记得。
我会记得。
那些我们唱过的歌,
我会时常听。

MISSING PIECE!!! LOL!



Till we meet again...

=)

Sunday, February 8, 2009

DULAN.

CANNOT EAT CHICKEN. CANNOT EAT PRAWN. CANNOT EAT GRILLED. CANNOT EAT FRIED. CANNOT EAT SPICY. I NV EAT BEEF. I NO PREFERENCE FOR MUTTON.

CANNOT DRINK COLD WATER. CANNOT DRINK SOFT DRINK.

cannot eat 热and FA food.

eat wat?

fish? pork? no grilled no fried no spicy. eat raw arh?

my weighing in coming. 0.5kg underweight. cb. now everything oso cannot eat.

exam coming. training. parent kpkb. no valentine. now eat oso cannot eat wat i want to eat. fuck la.

NO LIFE.

stupid chinese physician. everything say i 发热. i go any chinese physician oso say i 发热 la... skin problem oso 发热. ask her wat skin problem oso cant gif me answer.

i pay money for u to treat my illness. not to let u tell me tat one cannot eat, this one cannot eat. pay money liao, still cannot treat my illness. still cannot eat!

DULAN!
tired.

i dun want end up having nothing accomplished.

i fear.

getting those kind of zabalang grades.

and walking out of the arena, head down, with those silent creeping feeling. i dun want a repeat of those kind of feeling. sitting down there aimlessly, mindlessly.

moving on. moving on like nothing has happen. capable of that?

you have been the beam of light i desired in my life. i have learnt a lot. i grew up. i think. i begin to learn selfless. i begin to know attachment. I SHOULDNT HAVE TALK TO YOU. =.=

my life.

i know.

i've to paint my rainbow with the colours i'm given with. and it only happen after rainy days.