Wednesday, April 30, 2008


chun how broke is tooth... OMG. but nvm... dy n me will be there for him!! hahas!
hope he can recover soon. dentist say he must wait to see if his condition stablizes... hope can do crowning...
chun how... u must not feel down, soccer is your passion... think it will still be... hahas.


MY CCA: TAEKWONDO... part and parcel of me. feel so close to it. jumping and getting excited about it, whenever near it, watever related to it... hahas.

this week is SP cca fair wk, a lot of cca booth, sports de, martial arts, clubs and societies... but never care about looking at those... TKD is in my mind liao. dun nid choose. like the past 2 days, i always went down just to have a looked at TKD booth... but today was special, there was a TKD demostration...

personally felt quite proud of the newly recruit members... 12x-13x in total... to me is quite a feat. dunno about other cca though. =x

yr 2 asked, 'why u always 奔奔跳跳的?' because i'm extremely passionate about it now. found something long lost liao... of course jumping for joy... and excited lar...

blister in training... so wat? pain later pain... leg pain in training... ren... pain later pain... will get use to it de.

TKD ROX MY LIFE!

Saturday, April 26, 2008

见到你我就高兴了。不后悔。

等待,期待,紧张,失望,不知所措。见到你时,只有感到幸福,快乐。一切的一切都似乎消失了。脑里只想着,‘我见到你了!好高兴喔!’

自己会觉的,见到你就心满意足了。可我更想陪你,帮你,跟着你,弄你笑,让你开心。。。只要你高兴,我也会高兴。

你看到了吗?

Saturday, April 19, 2008

must really post this. damn those caucassian!

i was on the mrt going home, dover to bedok. on the way, there was a group of pple who can onli communicate in hand-sign language. i was pretty marvel by one of them, a guy in white hair, using 3G phone to communicate wif another, perhaps a relatives. i was thinking how technologies do help the disabled and needless to say, the able, pple to improve and make life simpler.

den, between outram towards city hall or so, there were 3 caucassian boarded the mrt. first they entered the mrt wif one exclaiming in a rather audible volume across the train 'why must we stand?! why we always can't sit?!'... i was rather disturbed by him, and was thinking... 'kao, everyone has their fair share of standing and sitting on the mrt, the mrt oso not your father buy de...' wif them moving in into the mrt, i can smell alcohol, yes, they must be drinking...

they carried on talking loudly, drunkards... den there was a caucassian in bald started laughing, and was wat mumuring 'arigato'(i dunno wat they were speaking, think it shud be this, but i know it make no sense, arigato=ty in jap) and gesturing his friend at the white hair guy who can onli communicate in sign-langauge. den they started to laugh and laugh... obviously they were making a joke on that white hair guy.

i felt injustice for the white hair guy, really wanted to walk up and confront them wat they laughing at... damn them! felt cowardly... tat was not a typical singapore method of resolving the problem wif angmohs...

i was brainstorming for ideas how to punish those 3 caucassians, and i thought of something pretty much interesting that i want to share wif those on train... LAUGH AND POINT AT THE CAUCASSIAN! like tat have a taste of their own medicine...

but here's the problem, would anyone dare to carry out? would singaporeans be united and not see their fellow disabled country man being joke at in their own country, their own mrt? typical singaporeans wud say, 'a problem less rather a problem more'... but HEY! your own country man is being laugh at, and is subject to emotional unrest and is bullied emotionally! how can anyone sit there as if nothing happen?

and even if a fight takes place which i predict it will if my method was carried out, which singaporeans will join? i'm doubtful that anyone of us got guts to defend for their own country man, just by the sight of the disabled white hair guy being joked and laughed at wif everyone sitting down as if nothing happened...

here am i, extremely embarrassed to say that i'm another coward too, but just another keyboard warrior... i want singaporeans to think and act, 'WILL THEY LET THEIR OWN COUNTRY MEN TO BE BULLIED BY FOREIGNER? WHEN WILL WE HAVE THE GUTS TO STAND FOR OUR OWN COUNTRYMEN?'

obviously its not now... but i hope the day will come...
while playing dota, sometimes i hurt my friends. here i am, i seek for forgiveness. dota is team game. but i hope they understand me.

1) i hate blame game.

2) i hate losing. i know no one like losing. in any game, there is always a loser and a winner and i understand tat.

3) i always give my best. i dun gif a damn if its a pro in my lane or not. if its a pro, take the chance to learn from him yet keeping in mind to try minimising deaths. switching lane is not really a good option, wat about your friend? he do not nid to farm? gif your best, minimise deaths! and i hope my friend will do oso, because dota is team game. it takes the whole team giving their best to win.

sometimes, after experiencing teams and solo playing, table tennis and tkd, and team playing, basketball, in primary and secondary school sports cca respectively, i feel that solo playing is the fairest.

u compete wif your own hardwork, sweat and pain.

even more so in tkd. in a sparring match, u get to feel your whole self, that moment of knowing its just u and only u. u make all decision. u feel your anxiety. u feel your breathing. sometimes u r thinking wat u shud do, but the most of the time is the mind is blank. sometime it just this feeling... its freedom, but sometimes, its fear.

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

2nd day of the 3 yrs poly life...

EARLY & LONG DAY... till now den got time blog...

started the day wif a boring lecture, IDEA, IE... talk about how ideas come about and how to make use of ideas... my view is, idea is just idea, when it comes mean it comes... simple. nid a 2 hr lecture on it meh? -.-

the lecturer try his best liao... still can't get the attention of most of us... we were even planning to have a class lan-dota nia... viwawa down for maintainence... zzz. den, the next lesson was oso the same lecturer... 4 hr of him... -.- but lucky, 11.15 let us go for early lunch break... 45mins to spare... wooh.

the lesson after lunch break was fun and interesting... perhaps its because got new thing to learn... a bit maths. learn something wat base 2, binary numbers, still got wat base 8, base 16 de... just another language of maths... wow...

chun how smart nia... able to get the base 16 part fast... me took quite a time. den teach others... trying to gain confidence at it... the lecturer a bit not understanding lar... i'm not being critical... but a lot of us all dunno... and surrounding him asking... he nv explain all his step in a simplified and understandable way for us to understand more easily... -.- but the lesson shiok. learn new things.

lab work... was quite easy wif explanatory notes... oso same lecturer... but this time round we can manage easily... so no nid him to teach much...

lesson finally end.

street soccer, i seems blunt at the street soccer court... feeling constraint in the court, shud be it is smaller in length, one or two passes the ball seems to be at next end liao. our class seems to like street soccer... having fun wif it... BLISTER! damn...

waited for tkd... was quite doubtful as i see no one in white long pants... den i just walk around, see see ask ask at foodcourt 5... den finally saw a girl in tkd pants... wooh... tkd tkd tkd... she's a black belt nia. wa sey... den more and more tkd de pple come liao...

they were very sociable... me... haiya... ..... oso i sux lar... can onli remember faces... not names... onli those wif great impression... next training sure paiseh...

the training is quite challenging... regretted that i played soccer bare footed... the blisters were a pain and painful to move around, kicking with... focus more on kickings, especially turning kick... at least kick 200-300 times... was quite exhausted at some part which require speed and endurance... but must 忍!sure can de... not tired! nv say die! chin up stand tall! (regrettably i slack, nv do 1 set of left leg de)...

embarrassing, i dunno how to get to the MRT from foodcourt 5... somemore dark liao... dun dare to navigate on myself... sure get lose de... kns sia. want to go home liao, den walk back... be sheep for too many days... haha.

and hell, i got it wrong... thought tmr is 10am lesson. is 8am de. shit! now 1.30am, less den 4hr of slp liao... !@#$%^&*

FULLSTOP!

Monday, April 14, 2008

1st day of school! 1st day of 3yrs poly life... today oso CHUN HOW BIRTHDAY! HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHUN HOW!! ^^ celebrated on saturday le... hahas.

meet dy and chun how on mrt... talking about this... tmr got to wake up at 6, be at platform at 7, reach SP before 8... wa... haizzz... yawnz....

was without my laptop today. thought it is a hassle and oso will be forgiven to be without it for the first day... i was right, but miss out quite much of DIY computer stuff taught by lecturer... first lesson, 10am, is on computer de, structure programming... to do with wat C++ thing de...

hmmm, a game here... lame de. pick any number from 1 to 10. first, add 19. second, minus 2. den add 10, den minus the number u picked, den add 8... is your final answer 35? did i get it right? see... i can read your mind...

lunch... went to food court that is near our block de... FULL. den went to food court 3, hehe... but oso FULL. ridiculous sia, so many food court for wat... not enuf table means not enuf table mah... table not big means table not big... prefered the secondary school system of 'sit at your class table onli', at poly dun have such system... stand and wait for table till around 12.30pm... den got seats...

got seat liao is just the beginning... queueing up for food is another astory... another 30mins or so... which mean our 1 our break finish liao... but classmates, as i've said, damn steady one, do things tgt de... no bang seh... which means 'me, dale, vick, alton, jia wei(aka torres), wei jie(13yao kim mo, he get 13yao in viwawa...>.<) and kelvin'...

late for class lor... 20+ mins... jenny the lecturer... her class fun, time flies de... but she can be very kp... haha.. yar, must say, chun how pai kia bin, always let teacher mark de... LOL!

den maths engineering lesson, lecturer, mr yeo... still quite nice lar... but maths mah... even though i start to have interest in maths le, but still buay tong, eyelid closing nia............ maybe oso around 4+ le... one full day le nia... somemore, is a revision, function and exponents... yawn...

class end, oso steady steady, see street soccer, tgt play... lol. half-way raining... zhao ar... haha.. so fun... go home lor.

on the way home, mrt, i see one stupid idiot, no consciences and consideration de... pple gif seats to elderly the elderly haven't prepared to sit, he sit liao... oso my fault, i was in his way, he just stand and sit... if i know he wanna do that shameless act, i make sure i block him hard and push him away from the seat... !@#$%^&*$%^&8&^%$#

going to play dota wif classmates again...

fullstop.

Sunday, April 13, 2008

我很乱。

Thursday, April 10, 2008

flag day today. stationed at novena, goldhill plaza. used wat i've learnt in maplestory free market, ASK. like spamming deals at the fm like tat... haha.

want to comment about the timing, morning 7am, reason was to catch the morning working crowd, but isn't it foolish to catch the morning working crowd who, majority are rushing for work and most probably can't be bother to take a few seconds of donating money, put yourself in their shoe and think... -.-

stupid student leader, shud not be even called 'student leader' lor, leave us 1st yrs at lurch... tmd... say wat meet at 8.30, den say 10.30 den finally say nv meet us... kns, as if we nid u like tat... pui!

we walk in one big groups towards goldhill plaza, like gangster or triad nia... haha... wud say the class is more or less qutie united for now, no emo emo guys... all seems amicable and fun... wooh...

donation from females are more than the males. dunno why... foreigners are oso quite gracious...

got something i would like readers to ponder about, i've mixed feeling about that too... and i think i'm no right too...

here's the situation, wud u ask a person coming in plain clothes and slippers for donation or someone in formal attire for donation? i mean... for easy example, cleaner and someone in formal attire... who wud u ask?

i was reluctant to ask those in rather 'plain' attire for donation as i knew the probability of getting it is low... i'm guilty of discrimination here... after reflecting along the way, i was thinking, everyone is and shud be entitled to their opportunity to do their amount of charity, so i decided to ask anyone i see along my way for donation...

however, i was thinking, if i ask donation from the lesser income group, which obviously u can differentiate by their attire, wudn't u be landing them in a dilemma? i think they will be thinking,
'shud i donate? donating is a gd thing, but i dun think i have the means too' and they will feel paiseh and start shunning away from donation.

yes, 10c or 20c is enuf, but how u know it wudn't matter to them finacially? like even for me, sometimes with limited allowance, i oso wudn't donate 10c or 20c as this small amount of cents matters a lot to me... shall stop here... let u all think...

got about $46.47 donation in 1.5hr hour or so... ^^ around 10.30am+ slack liao... classmate very steady nia... say dota, 'on lor'... lol

dota wif classmates till time to go back, all of my class de gamers sia...psp and dota... all of us oso slackers nia... wah sey sia...

the mrt we boarded is like SP mrt, every compartment SP first year students... got a glimspe of it... at dover... Hooyoo... flooded... everyone wearing the same t-shirt...

fullstop.

Wednesday, April 9, 2008

2nd day freshman orientation... wake up at 6.50, platform at 8am, reach SP at 9am.

DIP sian. shud be call RIP. extremely sian. sian till my bag can be bolster, can hug and slp. lucky got sweet, ar bo sure RIP... eye lid was already heavy on the train, can't stop yawning... zzz... lecturer was the one who introduce and gif an overview about aerospace to us during the openhouse...

remembered only the salary portion... fresh diploma holders, 1.9k, foreman 3.5k, superintendent or management 10k, shud be bah... dunno... haha

I'LL HATE TUESDAY! TORMENTING TORTUROUS TUESDAY! 8AM-5PM! WA KAO!

walk around see see. see a personal aircraft at hangar. lab equipment and on.

learn one new thing today, forget wat theory liao... was shown an example, u leave a wheel tied to a string on its axle, without moving it, it will fall to its original position. however if u spin it, and just hold on to the string, the wheel will not fall to its orignal position due to gravity while spinning on the axle tied to the string... cool nia! shud be applied on something call gyroscope de bah... dunno...

den wat team building workshop... boring de lar... 4/1 go there sure owned all. den got choose class representative, dy become class's rep... woooooh.... haha! jiayou wor!

follow by wat amazing race, chey... all the check point places we have walk through on the first day liao... was trying to find out about the diploma plus programme... lol. so 'amazing' too... walking de. amazing that it is called 'amazing' race... -.-

got interaction wif classmates today... wat call himself TORRES... haiyo... -.- some still emo. loner sitting by one side... come to think of it, really fortunate to have chun how and dy by my side... haha! ^^

thursday flag day. get the donation tin can and t-shirt today. going novena to look for donations. but... hey, to those who are seeing this, dear friends, if meet me at bedok mrt, remember to donate money pls. dun worry, i got gif sticker de.

liverpool vs arsenal. anfield. champion's league.

fullstop.

Monday, April 7, 2008

went to SP today for freshman orientation today, wif of course, dy and chun how. also must say, WE THREE SAME CLASS! HAHA! today schedule was notebook training, aka SPICE.

started my day at 6.50am. reach mrt station at 8am. reach SP at 9am. carry the laptop in my laptop bag, was heavy over time. it was yawning yet full of anticipation. entered and sat at the left corner of the convention centre. it was uncomfortable, the leg space is so small for my long leg... can't stop fidgeting. damn chun how say help me shorten my legs. -.-

was greeted by an ang moh lecturer, forget his name and who cares about remembering it... -.-, playing saxophone.... quite irritating to the ear in the early morning, but he was rather enthusiastic about it. haha, tat ang moh was full of tricks, saxophone at the bottom of the stage, walking around playing it, wooing pple wif the saxophone, den playing it while riding around on a single wheel bike. wow? it amazed me tat he didn't fall... haha

den full of talks... by principal, deputy dunno wat and so on... only catch those tat interest me. something like:

clips on the library and oversea community experience. school song.

a phrase by the mcees, places that u will frequent most in school, 'blah blah blah and THE TOILET'. LOL, quite true.

den there will be flag day(President Challenge Charity, short form PCC?) on thursday.

diploma plus programme, gosh! didn't knew about there was such thing! shit! -.- engineering maths interest me but was said tat registration was close... and hell damn, tat gif me an impression tat it was not an equal playing field and chances for all, more like first come first serve basis... how can?

talk end.

of course, i raise question about it, i was refered to the maths department office... asked where it was, was told it was at block T6, and tmd, walk so long, where got? went to SAA, student and alumni affairs, they say not their business... kao! den walk whole big round back to find the canteen, almost like we have walked through the school on the first day wif dy and chun how and wif our laptops... SIAO! SUAY!

finish our lunch, chicken cutlet, $3.50. affordable, big piece wif big scoop of rice. our first meal at SP! chun how kiap siaem gui, say wat rice price goes up den still gif so many rice, if he open stall, make sure dun go patronise his shop! he sure eat u de!

canteen got AIR CON! SHIOK! but a lot of pple. all occupied de. see free table, just go sit if no one is standing there waiting for it. fullstop. dun talk so much.

SPICE after lunch. again walk walk find find. i'm always the sheep. haha. first time see classmates, all nervous, lonely, serious looking... only we three relax relax... haha... lucky we three tgt, ar bo me oso gan chiong de.

almost felled asleep liao. tmd. cos quite sian, they start by assuming we are computer idiots. same, interesting de listen, by chance come into my ear de listen, others just vibrate through me. fullstop. XP

lecturer was nice, explain most thing that we dunno de in quite detail. learnt tat there was a D drive in every computer and how to use it... LOL!

and in the first place, my laptop can't connect to SP de wireless connection, lecturer help me sought it out.

class end. saw roy wif his new friends near mrt, got girl nia... eh eh eh??? fast sia. haha.

went to aljunied library play viwawa mahjong wif dy and chun how. shared around the adaptor... and sweetsmile, girl or boy? LOL! diao, shut up lar... hahas!

tmr gtg SP again, 9am. haiz..... till next time. fullstop.

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"Her" on the ten most important list refers to my future partner, wife. another interpretation can be, the girl i like now.

Sunday, April 6, 2008

this week:

31st/03-my bro birthday. this wk gone pok. bought battle chest for him as present... can b-net le... haha. eh eh eh?

been playing b-net for the past few days till past midnight... wif waiyew, ben, mark, seb, kaijie... so did not bother to blog. haha. hmm, get to know darren, daryM, on b-net, he's a pro.
clan mght.

1st/04-april fool, had 2 dota matches wif cody. win the random, lose the draft. there will be rematch to determine the better team.

3rd/04- ben house there blackout for an hour. he say half-chaichee blackout... so dunno... ...

arsenal 1-1 liverpool. champion's league! 1st leg. HOORAY! an away goal. 2nd leg will be next wk. hope chun how won't be too heart broken... ^^

5th/04-arsenal 1-1 liverpool again! premier league. this time was liverpool team who scored first. went to waiyew house to watch, he's so good, for the past few wk, let ben n me come his house watch premier league.

oso, to catch arsenal vs liverpool, ended a game of dota just within 21mins. kao! of course must say is wif ben, darren and the clan mates. LOL. gang, gang, gang, all mid, rax.

played till past midnight again, until i dc and tired liao, wif waiyew in public game. he used troll, farm out butterfly, and the next moment, TRIPLE KILL... gratz! bet, it shud be the first time he got triple kill... haha~