hours left to new year.

home alone. quiet hours to a new year.

same. keli said not to end 2008 wif her emo post. i'm not going end 2008 wif a cursing post. =)

last post of 2008!

actually, new year... its seems... like nothing to me. not that i'm indifferent. i dun think i'm indifferent. its just another new day.

dialy, before i slp, before my day end, i reflect today. i thought about today. i fantasize how it could be better. i dream for the impossibles.

and before i slp, i know wat i will being doing for the next day, i know wat should be done tomorrow. the hope i'm always holding to for the next day, awaiting it to come.

dialy, i wake up, yes, i love to stay hugging my bed longer, but the desires, to see the next day, to face the challenges, to get scolding, nag, criticize, to curse, to swear, to slack, to waste it, to smile, to make others happy, to see my family, to meet my friends, to learn new thing, to make decisions, to change thing, these desires, and everything tat will happen in the day will just become a single, simple and strong thought tat will get me up of bed.

perhaps, the onli part tat new year is "siginficant", so to say interest me is, its a holiday! no school!

to reflect 365 days in a day, or for me, a few hours. izzit impossible and foolish? its stupid la. haha.

anyway cant be bother. so wat if i contradict myself? i do wat i want to do.

2008.

promises.

nv like to promise pple. broke a few. i always consider quite a moment before i gif any promises. i dun really make promises. i dun like breaking them. or say, its always hard for me to keep to my promises.

sorry avelyn.

sorry absent team.

i like to let things flow. nv to limit it. excuses? may be... i really dun like to disappoint others! i'll be disappointed to disappoint others.

SPTKDC.

izzit my home? always delighted. great people. great friends. SPTKDC save me a lot of sighs and regrets and yet, still bring a lot of laughter to 2008, plenty! love everyone there!!!

2009 RESOLUTION?

to be a better person.

to get better result. guoshu is right about it. to be a good captain, have to be a good role model, den academic also must be good. so other wont say because of tkd, academic not gd and others can use this as an excuse for not come for training.

I WANT TO BE A GOOD CAPTAIN. to serve to be perfect, and to be perfect to serve. make sure everyone like coming for training and train hard, and get to bring glory to SPTKD!!! i'll make u all... hmm... the standard must be, everyone must be better than me!!! shud be ok. =)

get myself a medal this year, A GOLD MEDAL!!!!! FIVE YEAR OF MEDAL DROUGHT! i'm made to win something!!! >.<

last but no least,

GET A GF? hehe.

onwards to 2009.